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Hiiii I saw you were open for requests and I liked your writing! if you do Bakugo x reader, can you write Bakugo being with a reader that's very soft? Like, they're kind of quiet, level-headed, mostly unphased by his outbursts, is really kind, etc? <3
stupid paperworks taking you away from me
Bakugo Katsuki x Reader hi anon! thank u for submitting and appreciating my works. here is my take on your request, i hope you enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it :>>
You are currently sitting on your home office with a lot of paperwork in front of you. Your husband Pro Hero Dynamight's agency has been having a lot of missions lately and it your job to proofread every one of the finished mission papers before sending it to the Hero Public Safety Commission.
The past week has been busy for you and your husband, Katsuki. You see each other every day yet have little time to really spend time together. Still, your husband always makes sure that you are always beside him when he sleeps at night.
Even before your marriage, Katsuki has always been grumpy and easily annoyed about things when he is not having enough rest, and this day might just be one of the days where his bad temper and attitude comes out.
While doing paperworks at your home office, you hear Katsuki coming home. "Love, where are you?"
"In here." You say loud enough for him to hear you through the door. Katsuki comes in wearing collar and tie. The man just got back from the press interview about a villain he apprehended last night.
It was the middle of the day but the both of you are at home, he knew he will be coming home after the interview so yesterday he announced to everyone in his agency that you will be working from home so the two of you can spend the time together, and anyone who disagree with that plan should go straight to hell.
He heads straight at you, lowered himself while waiting for you to look at him and give him his most deserved kiss. "A minute, love." You say as you finish a page of what you were reading.
"Ugh." He grumbled but still not moving from his position as he wait. After reading the current page, you turn it over the next page, place it over your desk and face you husband giving him the kiss he was waiting for.
"You did a great job today as well, my love." You say after the kiss while cupping his cheek.
Katsuki crouched to be able to face you. "Yeah?"
"Mm hmm. You really did; I am so proud of you." You kiss his forehead as you feel a smile forming in his lips.
"That might just be the rest I needed." He says.
You shake your head, "Nah, you need a proper rest. Go clean yourself up and change your clothes."
Katsuki stands straight. "You comin' after me?"
"I'd finish this first then all my time for the rest of the day is yours."
"But—" Katsuki was about to make another deal.
"Go, clean yourself up first." You say sweetly as you stroke the back of his arm softly.
Katsuki glared at you before moving out of the office, muttering words under his breath. You smile about this reaction of his, the Pro Hero sometimes might just be acting like rebellious teenager. You continue your work.
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It's already 3 pm, an hour after your husband came home. Just a few papers left, and you'll be done with work. Without raising your head, you feel Katsuki inside the home office, he goes straight to your table, placing a cup of hot coffee above your table and then proceed to sit at the couch. He is currently wearing a plaid pajama and a white shirt.
Katsuki makes himself comfortable on the couch while staring at you. "Thank you." You say without batting an eye on him.
"You're not even looking at me?" Katsuki says obviously offended.
You chuckle. "I just need to finish these so we can spend time together without any problems. Besides, these are for your agency, Pro Hero."
You look at him, smiling. "Thank you, my love."
"Tch, damn paperwork taking you away from me. Am I not worth your attention or what?" He asks.
"Ugh! I feel like you hate me or somethin'." He grumbled again as he is not succeeding on getting your full attention. He goes out of the office stomping his feet.
"Love you!" You shout as he leaves. He did not reply back even though you are sure he heard it. Katsuki is that petty, but you know he is not being unreasonable. He has all the right to demand time and attention from you after a hell of a week working his ass off saving people.
And of course, you want to spend time with him as much he wants to spend time with you. So, the sooner you finish your work, the sooner he can have your full attention. Again, you continue your work.
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Finally done with your last paperwork, you head to the kitchen where Katsuki is. You see him wearing his pink apron. His body stiffened as he feels your hands wrapping his waist and your body resting on his back.
"What, you have time for me now?" Katsuki tells you with a sass. Your grip on him tightens as you feel your body recharge holding the man before you.
"Stupid paperworks making you all worked up and tired." Katsuki continues his rants. "Stupid people at the agency giving you that much work when they know you and I are spending today together."
You release your hold of Katsuki as you feel a thirst for water. You head in front of the refrigerator and grab a pitcher of water. Katsuki is almost done with the mapo tofu that he is cooking; he started setting up the table.
You see his eyebrows still meeting and his face still unpleased. "Love..." You call him softly as you grab a glass and drink water.
"What?" He didn't even look at you and continued his outburst. "Stupid employees, tomorrow I'm gonna start firing some incompetent assholes."
You know he will not. You let him say the things he wants to say, you knew he needed to do that whenever he feels strong emotions. Because if he doesn't, he's going to keep it all up alone again and let it bottled inside him, you do not want that happening again.
Years of being in this marriage has made you understand and perfect the way to handle Katsuki's sudden outbursts. He is a man who gets easily worked up and misunderstood by people but at the same time, you know that all these anger inside him roots from his care and compassion for the people he cares about.
Just like in high school when he challenged Izuku on Ground Beta, his anger came from his care and guilt as he blames himself from what happened to All Might. Katsuki is a good man, there is no doubt about that. There are just days when you need to let him feel the negatives, and your job as a wife is to listen and help him remember the positives which has never bothered you anyway.
You sit on your side of the table as he assembles your early dinner. "Love..." You call him again softly. You know he can hear you.
"Katsuki..." You try again, as to get his attention and calm down for a second. You are actually feeling tired from all the paperwork you have been through and just want to spend the day resting with him.
Katsuki looks straight at you and kneels at the side of the dining chair where you were seating. "Shit, Princess, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean that. I'm sorry." He apologizes completely regretting the words that came out of his mouth.
"Kats-"
"Just shut the fuck up and eat!" Katsuki shouts as he bring a plate in front of you. You are shocked by the tone he used on you. "Shit." He cursed as he was also shocked by himself and what he just told you.
"I... I promise I didn't mean to. I was just- I was- I don't- ugh-" Katsuki stutters through his words obviously overwhelmed by guilt for shouting at you. He runs his hands on his head as he tugs his hair.
You reach for his hands, removed it from his tight hold on his hair, and brings him closer to you as his head rests on your chest, you wrap your hands behind his nape. "Shh, it's okay. I understand, you were frustrated."
He shakes his head in your arms. "No, no, no. Shouting at you is never okay. I'm really sorry, love. I'm sorry." He breaks free from your arms, stands up, grabs a chair and moves it as close as it can be to you.
Katsuki looks at you straight in the eyes. "Princess, never let me speak like that to you ever again." He said, cupping your left cheek with his right hand. "If I ever speak like that to you ever again, you have all the right to smack the shit out of me, okay?"
Suddenly you feel all the sleepless nights and overwork you have done the past week, you let your head fall in Katsuki's shoulder as he catches you in his arms, wrapping his hands at the small of your back.
You nod as you see the genuine concern and love from your husband's eyes.
"You do not deserve to be talked to like that. I'm sorry my princess, I promise I'll be better and make sure that will never happen again."
"You have done a great job this week, my love. I am so proud of you." Katsuki says as one of his hands caress your hair. You feel vulnerable under his touch as he sings compliments into your ear. "You're so capable. You have been working really hard; you deserve rest my love."
Katsuki closes the space in between as his lips met yours. Expressing his apologies, appreciation, and love for you.
You bring your head up, drawing a space between the two of you, enough to look at him in the eyes. "I love you, Katsuki."
Katsuki smiles as your lips parted. When you opened your eyes, he was already looking at you, his ears and face red. "What a beautiful wife I have. With a kind and patient heart. Just what did I do to deserve you?" Katsuki asks.
"I've talked to the Commission and asked them to have tomorrow as your day off, they agreed. I also filed for a leave. So tomorrow, my hero, you are all mine."
You see the clear shift of shock to a breath of relief in your husband's face. He needed that, you needed that. After all, your rest can only be found in each other's arms. Katsuki is a good man; he has always been, and he always will be. And to be a wife of a great man like Bakugo Katsuki, aren't you lucky?
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ thank u for reading! :>> . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁ more of katsuki, here! ♡
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so sorry if this goes against your rules since I haven't seen any yet but could you wright a sahsrau where reader tries to help Bailu save the xianzhou natives from their curse and in the end, they end up succeeding in doing so
Warnings: OOC. Platonic relationship. Mentions of medications.
A/N: Don't worry, your request didn't want against my rules.
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You knew, that Blade's healing won't go unnoticed. How could it not be? The case of healed mara, that mysterious plague, would catch people's attention.
So, you won't be surprised, if the question of healing others would be asked.
But, it didn't come. Each time you attend The Xianzhou Luofu, you saw, how Alchemy Commission Personnel looked at you. Blade still was Persona non grata, but he was with you during your first visit. People saw him only once, and they see enough for rumors to start circling around.
But no one approach him or you with The Question.
Initiative is punishable, but you will take a risk.
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Now you spend most of your days in HSR World with Bailu. Observing mara-struck and helping her with healing other different sickness. And reading anything you could find about mara. Information was limited and, in some cases, vague. Not enough to work with or make solid theories.
But you have to start with something.
One time, when you two were having a small tea break together, Bailu thanked you.
"[Y/N], thank you for your help. Even if we didn't make any progress for now, I appreciate it."
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The first attempt in curing mara was an interesting one. You, with some help from Dimer, got some medication for Memory, Cognition & Dementia-Related Behaviors from the Real World. They did slow down the mara process, but didn't help patients to rid of it.
The second attempt was the most obvious. Using your blood.
You and Bailu keep "the main ingredient" of the experimental cure a secret.
Somehow, you succeed and fail at the same time.
Your blood did burn away mara-infected cells, curing it. But, your blood also burned in a process. One vial of your blood was enough to cure early stages of mara, but more serious cases required more of your blood. And there were too many patients. They need a lot of your blood.
Too much blood for one adult to give and stay alive and healthy.
You tried to write to Dimer again. Asking for an artifact, that would make you be able to give more blood.
His answer was short. Just a small reminder, that you shouldn't feel obliged to do something drastic or big to pay for your ancestors' sins. And you shouldn't experiment on yourself.
Yes, you have no obligation to help anyone from three worlds. You were just a normal person (with very questionable ancestors). You have no reason to travel between HSR World, Teyvat and New Eridu, for crying out loud! You could stay on Earth and build up HSR/Teyvat/New Eridu Gangs and left the war against divinity to them! And then, no matter if they win or lose, you will live in shame for being a coward. Guilty by inaction.
And you don't want to do that. You have empathy.
You will never forgive yourself, if you didn't try.
That's what you write in your next letter to him.
His next letter was short.
"In the eyes of the divine, you belong to the Earth, to the 'Real World'. However, you still have a deep connection to three more worlds. The connection, that will become stronger with time. Wait. Either for two more months for your blood to become more effective, or until Perversion fall, so you can think about a different alternative for mara."
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In two months, one vial of your blood was enough to cure more serious stages of mara, and few drops were enough for earlier stages.
A quick letter to Dimer confirmed, that it's not the end and your blood will become even more effective in no time.
Slowly, but surely, the current mara-struck would be healed. As for mara-struck to come...
"So, what do you think?" You observed, how Bailu finished reading the last paper from a small stack you gave her earlier.
It was a project for a future. After Perversion will be dealt with, either you, or anyone who take the Creator's role, will make a lot of changes. One of them would be to change mara to something different.
You decided to call it Molting. While not an accurate title, it gave a good enough idea for what it will be.
In short, after a long-lived species reach eight hundred years, the regeneration process in their bodies will become dormant. During the next one hundred and fifty years they would go through a traditional aging process. Bad memory, bad eyesight, illness... Some unimportant memories will be "deleted". Nothing important will disappear. It should give a much-needed mental 'reboot' to a person.
After one hundred and fifty years passed, the regeneration process will start again. At the end, long-lived human will become good as new. Both physically and mentally.
She put the last paper down and looked at you.
"It is better, than the mara, I admit. But, Divine Healing, do they really need an aging process?"
You immediately nodded, while ignoring the title.
"Yes. Some rules must be followed. If not death, then aging. If not an internal sleep, then a rebirth, or regeneration, or..."
"Molting?" Bailu tilted her head. You nodded.
"Yes. I might come up with something else. But, for now, I only can think about that. I will do better..."
Bailu clapped her hands, making you stop talking. A grateful smile appeared on her face.
"Thank you for everything, Divine Healing. You already did enough. We already have a cure. Mara doesn't look too bad or scary anymore. And if you change mara to something less lethal and cruel... Xianzhou Alliance already in your debt, Divine Healing, but after that, you might become as important as Lan The Hunt."
You nervously chuckled. You were glad, that you have good relationship with aeons. You don't want to live in fear of being a target of Lan's hunt. Or Yaoshi's rage. Your voice was barely a whisper.
"I didn't do it for praise. I won't do it for recognition."
Bailu quickly nodded.
"I know, Divine Healing. But we couldn't just let your good deeds to be left unnoticed. Few days ago, Arbiter-Generals, Six Charioteers, High Elders and Preceptors have a discussion about you. Xianzhou Alliance are ready to follow you. We will assist you in your quest in saving three worlds. Together to the brighter future, right, Divine Healing?"
You looked away, staring at the distance.
"Yes. To the future."
#sahsrau#gender neutral reader#hsr self aware#self aware hsr#self aware honkai star rail#hsr bailu#honkai star rail bailu#Self-Aware Bailu
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Hawk, you doing okay? You haven't posted an Incipere page in a while.
Hey, things have been busy and...now very chaotic. So I'll take the chance to respond your question to make two announcements, one that people on my patreon already know:
I'm working on a new comic project! It'll be a one shot with over 70 pages and I've been working on it non stop for the past month or so. I'll be honest here, Incipere is not doing well, it has very little engagement, very low update rate due to it being colored, and I know a lot of people don't find it as fun to read since it's an extremely flawed series. In turn, I also don't enjoy working on it as much as I used to either. It makes sense I mean, I wrote it when I was 16, it makes sense I've changed the way I tell stories now, heh.
So, I'm taking the chance to work on something new, something that I know I will enjoy at the very least. Even if it doesn't get lots of support, I'll be happy that I was able to finish something that I feel satisfied with. I don't plan on abandoning Incipere though! I just feel like I need to make a step forward to improve as an artist and story teller.
-Now, for the second announcement. This one is more important than the first as it happened so recently.
A lot of people may know about my little sister, and I'm heartbroken to say that she passed away this weekend...
It happened so suddenly, it was something everyone in my family knew it would happen due to her complicated health issues, but even then...one is never truly ready for these things when they actually happen. I can say that she passed away peacefully. Because of everyone's support via commissions and patreon, and even sharing my art, it all helped so that my sister could have the best quality of life she could.
Thanks to this platform, my sister's medical expenses were paid whenever our insurance wouldn't cover everything, I had been able to make hospital trips, buy medication, donate my own blood so she could live another day. It was all thanks to you.
I know I said I was working on a new project, but my sister's passing hit so suddenly, so hard, that I need to take my time to be with my family and friends. It's ironic, because my new project has elements of loss and grief as part of its main theme.
I apologize that I don't have the strength right now, I'll come back for sure, but right now my heart is shattered, and picking up a pen is hard.
Thank you all for your patience, I'll come back <3
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5 June - The Dracula Drought begins
a redraw of this art from DD2023!
#my art#dracula#dracula daily#re: dracula#note to self: dd2024#rushed this in like 40mins im rusty ough#i wanna open up commissions soon but need to finish work first#i should make this a yearly thing just to compare my art progress#an alt version i was considering was having Jonathan read it this time while drac has his hand on his shoulder to showcase the gradual#invasion of his narrative voice by the count and thus role reversal powerplay but mm wanted to keep it consistent#imagining drac drinking 'wine' while his hand's on jons shoulder all ventriloquist esque slaps though
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#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl lamb#cotl bishops#first one is a wip idk when I’ll finish 😔#winter break is always weird for me + working on a commission rn#but uhh I tried the cowboy fleece for the first time the other day (ik I’m several months late shhhh)#it’s fun but I still prefer swords + daggers 😔😩#I like the idea of the crown shapes/familiars being different for each crown#so not everyone has a snake 👀#Leshy has a moth both because th bagworm hc and I’m biased 😩#speaking of moths#Sketched out a quick design for a future fic chapter and quickly adopted them as a sona#and considering my fursona is Also an Io moth 😩😩#also just . Silly bishop backstory hcskdd#forgive the shitty cropping I had to fit in all of my notes 😔😔#everyone gets a tragic backstory except for The Bugs#(although not even they are entirely free of angst 👀)#Pinterest quotes/song lyrics beloved…#I have more I need to draw Lamb to 😩#and finally#working on more relic god follower designs 🥺🤲#Was sketching out Laplace and just going#‘ah that’s my gender’#nyways 😩
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i get my first paycheck on friday im really hoping it’s enough to be able to treat myself 🥺🥺🥺
#ori.#i need some happiness#i really want to get just a small silly commission…#but bills come first#also i really want to get my hair and nails done and get my ears pierced again and maybe a nose piercing#i need to buy new clothes#get new facial care products and makeup#eventually way down the road i want to finish my tattoo#i need to take care of myself again 😭😭😭😭#anyways im really excited to be back to normal again
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
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#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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I tabled at Con-Nichiwa this weekend. Usually it’s a good little con for me and I love tabling there but it was really slow for some reason this year. So I will be putting a concerted effort into updating my shop so my prints are available directly from me! I have a lot that I don’t list on my redbubble
#anime con#tabling#my art irl#stay tuned it will take me a bit to list everything#also I plan to open commissions again. I just have one more on my precious list I need to finish first
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figuring out how to draw my guy again!!! EXPLODES 💥💥💥 scale and horn stylization so fun but also so painful!!! HOW DO I DETAIL GRRRRRR ARGARHARGGAHGARGARARGHARGH teehee!
#adhira#ffxiv wol#ff14#ffxiv#au ra#one day i will make a finished piece of him#i gotta do everything else in my life first tho#and also figure out a process in my art cuz i never know what im doing!!!!#of all characters that i had to hyperfixate on to draw rn it just had to be an au ra guy w their scales and horns ashdalksuhfskfuhs#ARGHARGHRAGHARGHARGHGARGARHAARGH#i also need to draw commission examples or search thru my folders of wips to see what looks passable cuz i wanna do commissions!!!#but i havent been advertising nor getting anything cuz im not online posting much!!! its my fault oopsies!!!#also doesnt help ive been ff14 gaming... coughs... BUT I NEED ALL THOSE YOKAI WEAPONS SO I CAN GET THAT MOUNT SOBS
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guess who fucked around and found out? 👯♀️💅🏻😌 (I pulled smth in my right knee 😎)
#sneaky niki#is this a:#lamb loose liveblogging#update?#u bet#no fr. now I’m 3/4 limbs out of commission basically#left wrist has been fucked since high school and cannot hold my weight nowadays#right hand is a work in progress bc. well. tendinitis decided I needed to be its vessel this time around#and now right knee?? bc I almost missed my bus and decided I could sprint all the way to the bus stop?? amazing#I feel like SDY in. my fics honestly#so. update on the fic. I’m halfway ch18 and the ratchet boi is not doing well#the trash king himself has seen better times lemme tell ya#HDS is spiraling. bc for once SDY’s misery is /not/ his own doing#so he’s all like: u cannot die on me >:0#while SDY -amnesiac as he may be- is like: dude chill I’ve see worse -_-#anyway. ik how to finish this chapter but I need to put some stuff in between first#tomorrow I’ll figure it out#for now I will just hop hop hop on my left foot like an idiot around the house#I’ll try to update the fic on ao3 in a week or so. need to edit ch8 first#you peeps have fun today ok? ik it’s tough out there but I believe in u :)#Niki out~<3#🐰🐰🐰
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the gay urge to do pride art but the artistic urge to do all my character refs for artfight next month so i can participate but the neurodivergent urge to ignore all responsibilities and only draw wally but the tired urge to just say fuck it all and go back to sleep
#everyday struggles#the productive urge recognizing i have a commission due that i need to finish so im definitely doing that first lol#this is how my brain goes every day#mmmm well#every day in june ig XD#but the thoughts are similar!! just slightly varied in other months lmao#anon speaks#anon rambles#am i doing artfight next month?#who knows :3#not even i know XD#i want to though!! so keep an eye out :3#anon rambles in the tags
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streaming comic-makin sessions would be a nightmare cause i know damn well id just be digitally pacing between twitter and youtube before actually doin shit. it'd be like trying to host a writing stream where everyone would look at a blank canvas for half an hour as i try to figure out what the fuck im gonna do
#snap chats#having a whole ass crisis ignore me#this is one of the rare times where drafting a comic is taking longer than five minutes uh oh#i have one more commission to do this week but i wanted to finish the outline to a comic i wanna do#but the problem is i wanted to try writing it as a full fic first just to see if i could get myself familiar with the vibe i wanted#and now aint NOTHIN gettin done cause yk my comics are At Max six pages long with me#but this one should only really max be one or two but when i put shit into fic form i feel like i gotta make that shit longer ?????#like bro you coulda wrapped this up a thousand words ago bro we JUST needed an outline we dont need all this extra shit#like Welcome Back To The Demo We All Know i hate having the conundrum of not knowing if i wanna make an idea a fic or art.. horrendous#so now im stuck in that very familiar rut where its like. Thing I Want to Do vs Thing I Have To Do vs Other Thing I Want To Do#cause alternatively i could just go straight into making a rough draft of the comic cause In My Mind's Eye i think i have what i want#but yk. wanted to try 'scripting' for once in six months and now look where we are..#in any case im just gonna go make a rough sketch of that commission i guess and see how i feel when i come back#i especially want to finish that commission cause i do want to try streaming again this weekend so.#best to have that out of the way so i dont worry#ok im gonna stop procrastinating now bye
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#periodical life updates#maybe when artfight is done i'll ask for avm art reqs; that seems fun. i wanna draw the colorful sticks#(<- has been mainly drawing the stickmin sticks for twitter)#wait i also mentioned i wanted to work on my selfship blog right? fck. and also my part for that map too.#jegus jace r.i.c.k.e.c. starlight youve got so many projects huh. well its good to write them down. ive got this thing i do where once i-#finish a big project i forget all other projects ive ever had. ''i was so caught up in the euphoria of not being busy with artfight anymore#''i forgot that my other projects existed!'' type beat. future jace check here when youre done artfight. you've also got a fic to write!!#and ecas to draw! you also wanted to do an oc sexyman tourney but you wanted to draw everyone portraits first so <3#stickmin comics (charles; randy; jegus we probably cant think of montana just yet) and also i still got the requests from there :'>#maybe a commission sheet. i might do kofi commissions they sound fun. real commissions stress me out hgkjh </3#infinite art project hell hfkjhf </3 didnt do much artfighting today due to dentist appointment. it was very unpleasant.#i need a lot of dental work done. i have to go back next week (RIGHT BEFORE SAHCON TOO LMAO) and i also gotta have my wisdom teeth removed#not then i think (hopefully i dont wanna be fcked up before sahcon :/) but eventually. ugh. mimserable.#my queue's running low again. im tired of filling it back up ough u-u#my new drawing tablet came in btw!! ive been drawing more comfortably again <3 gotta update my progress reports for artfight#ive been watching secret sleepover society though hjdfjkh they played a cute potion making game!! but i'll work on the spreadsheet now hdjk#okay done and posted! gonna take my dental meds and probably sleep or add more stuff to queue?#see ya! <33
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[art concept for later the other Alola residents in Lehua's generation during their trial days]
#trying to finish commissions before i start other things but damn my brain really is trying it huh#i really just want guzma to have melemele kid solidarity 🤝#maybe theres an au where that turned out somewhere in my brain#BUT FIRST DO THE THINGS I NEED TO DO#sprout chat#oc Lehua
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Sacrificial Heifer
Bull Hybrids x Cow Hybrid!Reader
Commissioned by: @yuriohoe04
WC: 1k
A/N: Only 2 more slots for my commissions rn! Make sure to get them while you can. Once my comms are closed I won’t be opening them again until all my comms are finished ^^
Warnings: dubcon, breeding, lactation, pregnancy, gangbang
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It had been a week since the farmer announced that you and your barn mates were ready to be bred for the first time.
At first, the lot of you were excited, some even ovulating and ready to breed. One of your friends had her tail lifted up, and it swayed softly as she sighed.
“Can’t you imagine it, being bred by a handsome bull? Do you think they’d want to settle and become mates?”
You rolled your eyes, swatting her thigh with your tail. “Not likely. Most bulls are just looking for a heifer to breed and toss aside for the next one. You’ll be lucky if they give you more than a few minutes of your time.”
An older cow had warned you many times that bulls liked to play with young heifers’ hearts, and that if you wanted to live a peaceful life on the farm, then you’d just breed and go about your day.
That’s what you told yourself out of fear of getting your heart broken… until the day finally came to breed.
All the other heifers were filling themselves up, brushing out their hair and tidying themselves up. The pheromones wafting through the barn were thick, almost stifling.
This all changed when the bulls walked in. They were big, bulky, and honestly? Terrifying.
They walked in with confidence, eyeing the new heifers with keen, sharp eyes that told you they were more than experienced when it came to breeding.
“Alright, who’s first?”
All the heifers shivered at the authoritative tone of voice. They had never been spoken to in such a way. The farmers they’ve had in the past had always been gentle, giving their bottoms hearty slaps as they herded them into the barn.
These bulls didn’t look like they even knew what the word gentle meant. They knew how to work with an inexperienced heifer, how to breed them into submission and stuff them full of cum.
You looked on with a mix of nervousness and curiosity. The bulls were definitely handsome, and despite their rough way of speaking, the way they tried their best to look a bit smaller told you that maybe they weren’t as bad as you had been told.
Before you could retreat to observe them from the back of the stall, you were shoved out into an open space, landing in the arms of one of the bulls.
“A volunteer. Cute one too.”
You yelped as your ass was groped, the bull squeezing it lightly before inspecting your face. “Little heifer, no need to be nervous. Gonna put a calf in you, alright?”
“Quite small, ain’t she?”
Another bull approached you from behind, lifting up your tail to get a better look at your fat ass. “Perfectly plump too. Got them child bearing hips… mmm…”
The feeling of a cock rubbing against your panties made your body freeze up. They both cooed at you, already able to sense your pheromones spiking. “Someone’s begging to be fucked silly, huh?”
One of the bulls traced circles over your clothed clit, laughing as you blubbered our half hearted pleas for them to let you go. “Hush, heifer. You’re soaking my hand, gotta breed that fat cunt of yours.”
Before long you were being hoisted up, a big fat cock pushing against your pussy. It was huge, and you were sure it would tear your body in two!
“Sure this little thing can take it?” another bull asked, this one playing with your clit as the other two bulls prepped your hole. “Smallest heifer in the herd I’ve seen so far…”
“She’ll take it.”
And with that, he rutted into you, stretching your fat pussy out as he bounced you on his cock. It was painful at first, tears prickling in the corners of your eyes, but your body was built for this. You were made to be bred by bulls, to get pregnant and produce milk and calves.
You felt your pussy gush as he fucked into you, biting into your shoulder. “That’s it, baby. Cream on my cock, lemme hear you cry out for me.”
You were passed around by the bulls, feeling so full and happy. As you were bent over and groped by another bull, you let out the prettiest of moans.
“God, that’s it, that’s a good heifer. Take my load, fuck…”
A bull took one of your nipples into his mouth, suckling as another mounted and bred you thoroughly. Before you were a virgin, and now you were being fucked by so many different cocks that you could barely think.
They rolled you onto your tummy, lifting your ass into the air and eating the cum out of your pussy, wanting to give you a nice and fresh creampie and hoping their’s would be the load to impregnate your fertile womb.
All the other heifer’s watched in awe and jealousy as the bulls kept their attention on you, unable to spare a second glance to the others. You were so cute, a small, chubby little heifer that was perfect for beating calves. How the hell were they supposed to breed anyone else when you were bouncing on their cocks?
By the end of the breeding session, your belly was distended, stuffed full of cum. None of the other heifers were bred because the bulls were way too busy doting on you after they all got a turn.
Now, as your belly began to swell with a calf and your tits got heavy and full, the bulls couldn’t help but cum all over and in you. Your pretty mouth and pussy was always keeping someone’s cock nice and warm.
Drinking milk from your fat and heavy tits was the best part of their day. They had to test your milk to make sure it was high quality… and they also just wanted to suck on your nipples.
After all, you were their perfect little breeding cow. None of the other heifers compared to you, none as sweet and soft and pretty. If anyone had a problem, they could take it up with the bulls.
You sat on your bed, being fed strawberries as your belly was massaged.
Maybe that older cow was wrong, because these bulls adored you with their entire heart… and you were excited to be thoroughly bred again once you gave birth.
You were a cow hybrid after all, and needed to produce lots of milk and calves. Being a breeding cow was your job…
And you were damn good at it.
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i’m gonna finish this commission and the moment i do i think i’m just. logging off for A While
#becoming more conscious of certain things and like. trends and stuff of Internet Culture or whatever that are just. not doing any good to my#mental health!#been wanting to take a step back for a while also so#it’s mainly 2 things 1 basically reading every day nuggets and jokes and stuff that boils down to ‘death is the only answer’ is well.#obviously not good for me. 2 the cycle of like#feeling alone and like a burden -> venting about it and surrounding emotions on here -> either it gets ignored or it doesn’t both of which#make me feel like shit in turn -> rinse and repeat#this is obviously a me problem i’m definitely not trying to vague.#but i think one solution maybe would be just taking a step back and looking for better alternatives to cope#yk.#then again if things keep going like this in my brain unfortunately this isn’t happening too soon#as i yk. do need to finish the commission first
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